dtstratovarius (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} dtstratovarius) wrote,@ 2009-06-12 19:53:00 |
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Welcome to Matt's week of suck...
Hey all,
I would say good evening, but honestly, it&'s been a pretty shitty week for yours truly. From an identity theft attempt on me to having my bank ledger being off by $200 (due to something I missed on my ledger book), it's been a pretty eventful week, up until this morning, when I read an email Amanda sent me last night.
Needless to say, I'm single yet again (WTF is it about the time before my birthday, as this is the second F---ING year in a row this happens). In the letter, she has been doing a lot of thinking, and basically, needs some time to heal (from her divorce) as she thinks she's changing from the Amanda I met back in November to something else. At the very least, she values my friendship and wants that to continue (but honestly, it's extremely rare when that does continue, I know I still have two ex-GFs I'm still good friends with, but for the most part, the others don't want to talk to you & vice-versa);.but no word on if after she's done healing if there's a relationship to go back to. Wonder-f'n-ful.
So, needless to say, I'm not feeling as crushed as I was when Danielle just flat out dumped me via email telling me not to contact her (blah blah blah, bitch still has a bit of my stuff and won't return calls/emails). However, I am feeling pretty blah and depressed right now, as this was something I really didn't expect, as we were happy together. *shakes head* Just when I think I find someone I could possibly spend my life with, this happens. I'll probably be scheduling something with Amanda next week (as she's busy this weekend) to pick up my Pioneer DVD player, a few of my DVDs over there, and my toothbrush/toothpaste/mouthwash I have over at her apartment.
UPDATE: Talked with her briefly twice, when she was at work (once during a break of hers). And other than being very quiet;she didn't know the exact reason why she's doing this, but she's saying that none of it is my fault, it's all her. We'll either be talking or getting together (so I can get my stuff and we can talk more about this) tomorrow.
Anyway, blah blah; and oh yeah, more blah,
Matt
Hey all,
I would say good evening, but honestly, it&'s been a pretty shitty week for yours truly. From an identity theft attempt on me to having my bank ledger being off by $200 (due to something I missed on my ledger book), it's been a pretty eventful week, up until this morning, when I read an email Amanda sent me last night.
Needless to say, I'm single yet again (WTF is it about the time before my birthday, as this is the second F---ING year in a row this happens). In the letter, she has been doing a lot of thinking, and basically, needs some time to heal (from her divorce) as she thinks she's changing from the Amanda I met back in November to something else. At the very least, she values my friendship and wants that to continue (but honestly, it's extremely rare when that does continue, I know I still have two ex-GFs I'm still good friends with, but for the most part, the others don't want to talk to you & vice-versa);.but no word on if after she's done healing if there's a relationship to go back to. Wonder-f'n-ful.
So, needless to say, I'm not feeling as crushed as I was when Danielle just flat out dumped me via email telling me not to contact her (blah blah blah, bitch still has a bit of my stuff and won't return calls/emails). However, I am feeling pretty blah and depressed right now, as this was something I really didn't expect, as we were happy together. *shakes head* Just when I think I find someone I could possibly spend my life with, this happens. I'll probably be scheduling something with Amanda next week (as she's busy this weekend) to pick up my Pioneer DVD player, a few of my DVDs over there, and my toothbrush/toothpaste/mouthwash I have over at her apartment.
UPDATE: Talked with her briefly twice, when she was at work (once during a break of hers). And other than being very quiet;she didn't know the exact reason why she's doing this, but she's saying that none of it is my fault, it's all her. We'll either be talking or getting together (so I can get my stuff and we can talk more about this) tomorrow.
Anyway, blah blah; and oh yeah, more blah,
Matt
